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Case study: questions and replies
Good morning. I have a question. Since Atami, I have begun to see something deep inside me, rooted in childhood memories: I cannot trust others. I cannot trust myself. Whatever I say does not get through. This is good enough. Let’s just stop. I have started seeing this part of myself deep down. From there, throughout my life I kept repeating carelessness, living in anxiety, and a life without confidence. By sending light there from a state of emptiness, I feel gradually purified, as if the limiter is starting to come off. It feels like I am almost there. I do hape in the morning while listening to the ceremony recording, but afterward I feel very nauseated. Even when I try to vomit, there is resistance and it does not come out. In this case, would it be better to drink a lot of water, as with gambo, and face it until I vomit?
That is one possible approach. But ultimately, that means trying to force it out. Sending light strongly comes first. Feeling it fully comes first. Send light to the negative bias. Feel it fully. Then, intuitively, drink water; the spirit call of hape comes; a stronger amount is chosen; blow the hape forcefully. After blowing it, send light with all your might to the soul and to the negative bias you are observing. Then it comes out. That is the model sequence. Brute force misses the mark. Carefully, one step at a time.
Thank you. I was trying to force it out. I have felt nauseated all morning, so I will make time this evening to direct light toward it and feel it fully.
If the frequencies are not aligned, trying to force it out misses the mark. Because it is vibration, in the process of feeling it fully, gradually the frequencies align = telepathic communication is established. That happens = the vision quest progresses. That is what is happening. Do you understand? Whenever this happens, you are definitely in theta waves. That is why doing it carefully helps it come out.
It is the feeling I experienced in Atami: staying close to the discomfort in my stomach and speaking to it. Looking back over the past few days, I was straining somehow, imagining that expelling the nausea would purify me. I was not in theta waves 💦
Please try it. It is a knack.
Understood!! I will report back. Thank you.
While maintaining theta waves, I tuned into the discomfort behind my heart and directed light toward it. Carefully, one thing at a time. Finally, the ceremony recording gave me a push, and I was able to bring it out. Without making expulsion the goal, I kept directing light toward it and waiting for the voice saying it wanted to come out. Then it came out naturally. Thank you.
Perfect. I would like to share this case study at Telesuku.
Of course, absolutely!!